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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

ok idk what to really say right now. i know one thing is that this cannot go on. i miss you far too much and its killing me slowly, even tho its only been a day that i acted cold to you. no matter how much i wanna forget you, i guess i won't be able to, cos well, ure you. i want you to be happy. i thot i will make you happy if i did step out of ur life.

yes, i'm complicated, always making trouble. but the thing i'm scared of is that i won't be able to hold down my tears and be friends again, being so close to you breaks me, being superly far from u breaks me even more... gahhh why did i fall for you ? why why ?!?! sigh. i know why. cos ure close-to-perfect guy i've ever met, with all your imperfections.

its been tough for me, having relationships that doesnt work out and heartbreaks here and there. i know its a part of life and i have to accept it. but this time. only this time. i really wished it works. did i say that ? i know right, PATHETIC.

i have no appetite whatsoever today. i won't spent a single sent bcos i spent alot yesterday :/ and shiit this sickness. why cn it ever go away ? ergh.





im thinking of what to do now :/