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i'm back :D
Friday, July 30, 2010
 hey, its me. yes IT IS ME. i'm back :D
okayy, what do i mean by that ? well i've been thinking (maybe i should stop that) and i realise that my life have been topsy turvy. well i'm here to make it right. this fasting month, i'm going to change me. change me into becoming a better person. i won't cry so easily, i will try to stand up for myself. i will think twice before acting and i will study during free nights. yes, i'm gonna achieve all of that and hopefully i will.
yes, i've been sick. with the usual sinus + flu + a bit of fever. idk how i survived that by still going to school, but i think i will be more sick when i'm at home and lonely. i've yet to thank my awesome classmates for being there. and just yesterday Jon was trying to make me feel better, but instead i cried XD so sorry u have to see that! and thanks to Naz for buying me those chocolates every other time and get well soon!
it's time i move on. not dwelling on the past nimore. no use. i know she will take care of you and i'm happy with just that. u 2 belong with each other, and i'm sorry if i ever get in your way. stay strong, and good luck with your futures :)
i am happy, contented. cos i have plenty of other things to focus on and right know i don't need a dillema. so bye! yes, you. ure gonna be out of my mind, and be treated just like any other friend, once i get busy with my work. so i'm "warning" you now XD and for the first time, i'm smiling even tho no one made me, cos i know nobody can ever love me more than i love myself. becos i am SYAF ♥
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*SENTIMENTALSYAF*
