hmm where should i start? this week, well its been rough. and at the start, i was gonna be a bitch that i am inside. but then again, i couldn't hurt him no more, so i decided to accept him back to my life. it was not a difficult decision cos well, he's like the closest guy i ever had recently and i could let him go just that easy. crazy start ? yes it is. but i'm glad everything turned out good, and i want and will treasure this special bond of friendship between us :)

tuesday YOG training was idk, AWESOME?! me and Shari ♥ danced with the 3 hottest guys there and it was *floats in the air* XD okok im exaggerating. but it was shiok while it lasted. and can u believe i shared a drink with the cutest one ? :D ups the day, totally ♥

and yesterday, Mcd Flashmob with sweetie was awesome tooo! love it max! :D of course he was there too :D and no, i won't be affected by your freaking mood swings alrdy. i had enough, and right now, i don't need you to bring me down even further. thanks for everything, but if u want to end it here, u can just say so. no need all that attitude. Went to Manhattan with Sweetie ♥ i crave for it leii. since monday. haha. and i finished the fish!! woooo~ had a great great great superbly great time with her, i ♥ her all the more :D

well, today. hmm what can i say ? i've got to start thinking ahead. where do i want to go from here? do i really need someone to make myself feel better ? well, yes, duh. but right now, when everyone doesnt know what i'm going thru, who do i need ? who will be there for me? and who will stay til the end ? fixing me up is dammn tough, but i've been fix plenty of times before with the help of my friends. but now ? can i do it alone ?