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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

there is no word to describe how i feel. somehow over the few days i've become the biggest bitch in the world probably. idk how i can keep making people i care about sad and upset. i'm a very complicated girl and it's hard for one to keep me on track. cos u'll never know what i would do in the most unexpectable time. i feel so lousy, and i would take it all back. every problem is more than a slap in the face. it hurts more than u know it. and every heartbreak brings me down a little more and i know one day i won't be able to take it anymore and just crash. i'm messed up and it's okayy if people hates me. perfectly fine. cos what's there to like anyway ? i'm lower than average, lower than ordinary.

right now, cutting myself doesn't seem like a bad idea.