anw, i have this friend who supposedly doesnt like this grp of guy frens of mine. she says they are like so weird and all and when one of them smiles at her, she doesnt like it. it just so happens that i saw the guy i USED to like (in my grp of guy frens) during the interview. but i didnt talk to him or anything cos i can't hold a proper convo with him. so when i reach home, this friend of mine, who knew that i used to like him, excitedly chatted with me asking if that guy got talk to me or sth. i said no. and she says " oh really ? he said bye to me just now " -.- just admit that u like his/their attention and quit acting as if they pisses u off. u like the attention right ? dont rub it in will ya ? whateves. im like sick of her of them, and of all those who are just like them.

i know im like really really not good enuff until guys have an ultra short attention span for me. dont rub my misfortune in my face, cos i've had it. i wish i could find that one and only .