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Down as i can ever be. Sigh.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
if only i hadn't take the risk. if only..
idk if i can ever truly be happy again. without faking a simple smile, without having a to cry afterwards. why can't i be strong ? issit becos i hated the fact that u waited til i have feelings for u and then u smash 'em. fck this.
erghhhhhhhh why am i so angry ?!?!?!?!?! i've dealt with bigger probs than this. this is so lame. i shouldnt be thinking about this anymore but i am. i don't wanna go to school tomorrow. i rather die of boredom at home. sighhhhh why must it be so difficult ?! DAMN IT!
well at least this song suits me now..
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know
okay everything is over, goodbye i'm leaving. u will never see this side of me again. and i would keep all this locked up and throw away the keys of my heart so no one could ever break me ever again.
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*SENTIMENTALSYAF*