anw, i guess YOU need someone else to make u satisfied right ? someone much sexier, someone who shows too much of her body and someone who is definately not me. u say i'm like a little girl, how am i supposed to be matured enough for u ? i may be short but i'm 18 this year. i know stuff that i should not noe and i'm tired trying to impress u. so this is what i shall do. i would stop all this crap and be myself again. i'm sick of how fast u "grow" up that u're not waiting for me. i can't do anything now. so yeahh. i guess truthfully i've thrown u out of my head. and this is the last time i'm ever gonna think of u.

and thanks to my sis, who decided to read this post while i'm typing and i was so shocked when she crept up behind me that i shutted my notebook. HARD. FML :(