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300th post !
Monday, December 21, 2009
ITS MY 300TH POST !~
so to celebrate, this post im gonna talk more about me.. Some things pple assumed i am, some things i assume i am also. hahax.
PPLE SAY IM:
1. A F L I R T .
they say i am a flirt everytime i talk to some guy and happen to laugh and sometimes punch them, but in true fact is, its just a bad habit. i dont mean the flirting part, i meant the hitting part. i got used to it since sec sch i guess. hahax.
2. A N N O Y I N G.
im freaking talkative. well once u get to noe me of course. if u dont noe me, i will either look away or shuddup. cos im a shy person deep down. the only pple i dare to talk nonsense with are my closest buddies. and frens who arent close to me and thinks that i am super annoying, i apologise. it werent meant for u so if u judge me that way than i have nothing else to say to u.
3. A C R Y B A B Y
i am a cryer. i cry lots of times and im not shy to do so. even in front of people. if im really frustrated and cnt control it, i'll cry. if i watch a sad movie, i'll cry. if i am being treated unfairly, i cry. well, theres different types of crying anyway. sniffling, sobbing... to me, crying is healthy. its a part of life.
I KNOW I AM..
4. A B I G E A T E R .
im always eating when im bored. really. u cnt see me eat at sch cos im ps to do so or maybe bcos the food not that nice. but at home, u will see me munching away all those junk food. thats why i see myself fat. cos thats what i'll be if i keep eating like dat.
5. A N E N E M Y .
i noe i have a lot of enemies. cos pple hates my fcked up attitude. i cnt help it. so either u like me or hate me. or dont care would be a better choice. hmm. i dont really care about those who doesnt like me. but if its s fren who i got a fight into and that causes him/her to dislike me, than i would definatley care. cos i wouldnt wanna hurt any of my fren's feelings unless under certain cicumstances.
6. F U N - L O V E R .
i love having fun. secretly, i love to dance. i really do. i did when i was young. ard 6 yrs old. i was dancing at sentosa with some random music, alone! lols. my dad took a pic of it and i still keep it. the only reason that i wont dance is becos i noe i cant. thats a fact. i am clumsy. and i would barf if i have to dance infront of a crowd. i love to do almost anything adventurous and would love to try new stuff. and i love hanging around pple whose shares the same passion for F U N like me.
7. U G L Y .
i know im not that beautiful. but i have looks ryte ? hmm. i like compliments even if i always refuses them. i wanna look more sophisticated. i dont wanna look like a sec sch girl anymore. i wanna be mature like Shari :( i am not independant, and i am not yet a woman. im still trying. so i dont mind pple saying that im ugly, but everyone have their own beauty. even if they don't noe it.
8. L A Z Y
i don't do housework. cos i've been pampered by a maid since i was a baby. i hate studying even if i have to. i will push everything to the last minute and regret it. ALWAYS. i procastinate too. so thats rly a habit i gotta stop soon if not im screwed :(
9. W R O N G - D O E R .
i usualy feel guilty if i've done sth wrong. like cheating, hurting someone mentally or physically, made my parents angry, or if i scolded someone. just to make it clear, I APOLOGISE. to all those who have been a victim to all my many punches and such. im so VERY SORRY :(
10. B O Y - C R A Z Y .
im practically boy crazy. i mean *STAR* crazy. i tend to think alot about them and again pple think that im a flirt. the reason that i am one is because i think i am not good enough for anyone and thus these "boys" i think about like Taylor.L keeps me company while im single. hahax. i hate rejcting pple, and i noe i cnt accept them out of guilt. and i cnt just like everyone who's has "feelings" for me. cos i believe they don't. cos there's nth good about me to like. rejection is tough for both parties and believe me, i will still think about the guy even tho i have rejected him. thats my nature i guess.
thats it.. hope u noe me a little bit better. i warned u, so dont blame me if i did anything wrong :)
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*SENTIMENTALSYAF*
