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Sisters
Saturday, September 12, 2009
 Sisters.
Sometimes they drive me mad, but i love them.. i think -.-
ok, i've been rather sad these few days. let me tell u sth about my 2 sisters.
My Older Sis:
She's a great girlf to hang around, gives me fashion tips and talk crapp with me. but, she is someone im truly jealous with. She cn do almost everything better than me. She cn cook, clean and bowl better than me. Everyone expects me to be the same as her. She sets the standard, i have to follow. sometimes its really tough cos we're 2 different persons. For example, Everyone noes she's the best malay girl bowler in RP, she's very popular among bowling teams. her average is usaully 200+. okayy, not only that i have to follow her steps and score high, but i cnt join any competition dat she could jst because she's the more pro bowler. When my parents sayid i couldnt join cos im a noob, i was rly depressed. i couldnt help myself. Everyone of my uncles and aunties and grandmum praise her cos shes good in the kitchen and all. but im nt.
My Lil Sis:
She makes me headache all the time but she could be sweet at times. When i get in trouble with my parents, cos i did sth "nt right" to her, since she's 6 years younger than me, i cn tell she's smirking. that makes me so mad, i wont talk to her for sometimes and ignore her. Whenever she gets into her tantrums, its worse. Only my older Sis cn handle her, she wont listen to me. She has a certain anger problems and im too impatient to take in all this. Feels like punching her but noooo, ltr i'll get scolded cos im suppose to be mature one. same line EVERYTIME ! she cn hit me, but i cnt hit her, cos shes small -.- whatever, best to ignore her crapps.
So see, living with 2 sis cn be demanding. Whenevr we go bowling, People always praise my Older sis cos she's the most pro bowler and People will always praise my lil sis cos she's small yet cn bowl. so how about me ? NOTHING, ZILCH, ZERO! thats y i dont try harder. pple wont noe anyway. the only thing im better than my 2 sis is Audi and DDR . Thats y when my mom deleted my Audi that time i was super angry. Cos she had taken the one thing i'm good at away from me.
so yeahh, my rage is all out.
cn still feel some anger.
but at least some's out.
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*SENTIMENTALSYAF*
