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cut chi guys from ur guts !
Thursday, June 18, 2009
today went for maths lesson. met LJH at admiralty, talk2 wif him. wahh siann never talk to him for 9 days i think ? lols. talked about lots of stuff, including durian. yummmmm :) so random uhh. hahax. was kinda miss hearing all this crapp from him. XD reached yck shari was there. turns out Paul was late -.- so went sch tgt. was Johnathan's birthday today so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
took many pics. will upload it whn received. and slapped LJH ! cool. he owe me 5 more slaps! lols. yanhua poor thing. look so down maye she sick ? GET WELL BABE ! went cosway to meet mommy and lil sis. ate pizza hut and watched Monsters vs Aliens. was ok i guess ? not too lame. went timezone, played DDR again. woots~ my mom dno y got mood to lyn us. hahax. so childish of me, but oh well, i'm still young. enjoy while i can. if not ltr old cnt play rdy -.- den went safra yishun to watch my sis bowl.
and i was sitting dere looking at J, when this thought rly bring back to reality. it may sounds rather horrid and a bit racist, so no offence to those reading ! apologise before i continue hor :) i had liked 4 chi guys before. among the 4, 3 of them rly disappoint me. JR for instance, tell me that he loves me and only me, 3 days ltr when poly like start, his orientation, got gf rdy. one day meet noe. sucks. fcking playboy. cheat feelings. grrrrr. i noe i'm not to think about it nimore its been 2 months alrdy. but seeing J and WS reminds me of him. y uh ?! so siannnn. speaking of the both of them, dey're the other 2. both of them ignoring me ? literally. wahh sadded. hmm. een though they don't noe that i like em, partly my fault, cos i dont have guts, it makes me feel that i'm not worthy of any guy at all. so therefore, i'm cncluding that chi guys dont rly have the sense that someone likes dem ? and even tho all 3 of them dno this but, the space for chi guys in my heart had been cut out bcos of them, and i'm not gg to fall for another chi guy. even tho how much i wanted to. gotta do this slowly. i hate chi guys ryte now. starting to damn dem. >.<
anger out, now back to normal agn.
SGL FOREVER.
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