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feels a lot better, but hafiz...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
okayy sry nvr post for quite a while. deleted the last 2 posts. made up alrdy, so cnt keep dirty feelings inside. not good for health. one prob down, one to go.
my sis's new fren.
"dno wad to comment but i just feel that he spent too much time wif my sis. telling her stories blah3. i'm freakingg next to you and u keep blabbing to her. den in the car, u team up wif her against me just bcos ure an rpian. wadever, rpians or wat, maybe its better if ure closer to her den to me. u dont even noe hu am i now do u. all u do is chat wif me before, and when meet, always stick to her. wad kind of fren is dat? my parents even say u two are closer, so y dont u accept that we're no longer have a connection ? answer urself, do u noe wad tests i have, how i've scored, what new bowling equipments i have bought etc. all u do is sms her, sms me also sometimes. but usually i'm bz uh. so if i'm bz den all the more u shud talk to me when we meet ryte ? u cn see her every freakkingg day in sch if u want to. since u dont wanna talk to me, den i guess u dont care anymore."
aiyoooo, maybe its me, i'm too sensitive nowadays. y eh ? hmm. i have too many flaws i think, feeling so emo now and then. the feeling SUX. and i do feel guilty about a lot of stuff. my eating habits, and hurting some pple. so i'll punish myself.
-for every fast food i eat, i'll do 50 crutches and sit-ups.
-for every one i hurt, 3 slaps, 100 crutches and sit-ups.
-for every time i slack, 3 slaps, 3 pinches.
enough ? dont think so. i shall think up of more punishments.
just got home, just now met aziz cos long time nvr see him. sadded. took pic wif him, will update ltr. and yest watched movie wif ahmad and his fren alvin( spelt as aylwin, i just noe, but dont care i spell this way ). funny siahh all the way keep laughing. went cca. was tiring and using new fury ball. didnt work for me as well as it did for my sis. but as Jon says, i have to keep practising :)
p.s good luck for the Singapore Open this sat, Jon :)
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