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crazyyy
Saturday, October 04, 2008
ok . call my crazy but i feel like blogging a lot . anw . i found out sth abt my past . i found out that pple dont like me for certain2 reasons . some hate me cos dey think i play ard wif pple hearts . but dey dont freakingg noe the real reasons . some hate me cos dey think i'm anti-social . well so wad if i am ? i'm happy wif my circle of frens . so y in the world shud i find frens like U PPLE hu doesnt appreaciates me ? i'm bloody wasting my time . i'm so not trying to fit in cos U PPLE dont have any common thing wif me . i noe i'm a bitch and a slut . i cn see dat by the way U PPLE look at me . even though i've nvr said anything muchh , i noe wads going on . feeling left out , being lonely , i'm used to it . i dont noe wad U PPLE want . i've done at least sth for U PPLE . lending money , hairclips , inviting U PPLE to parties . but wad do i get in return ? being ignored , not paying back the money . i still remember cos these are the times when U PPLE actually took advantage of me . U PPLE may be hyper and active but to me , ure just superr exagerating ! ouh cmon , its effing lame . i noe U PPLE gossip bout mie , insulting me behind my back and when my close frens hangout wif U PPLE , dey totally forget bout me . might as well give them all up to U PPLE !
luckily this is my last year . next year , i no longer cn see U PPLE . that'll make my life easier i'm freakingg sure . syaf , out !
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*SENTIMENTALSYAF*