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break up
Saturday, April 19, 2008
 BEFORE :
" u're not like any of my ex..they accept mie blindly without even thinking n when they barely noe me..i noe they are not going to be serious to the relationship but u're diff..i trust n noe that ure going to be loyal to mie and i promise to be loyal to u..n i definately want to stay long wif someone like u..trust me..i wont play with ur feelings and thats a promise.. "
" syg , i just want u to noe that i really love u..it may seems just words to u but i'll try my best to show and give all my love to u..i'll take care of u wif all my heart..i promise to be loyal to u n not have othe relationships wif other girls..i'll be dere for u when u're feeling down..i'll cheer u up when u need it..u're like my stars at night the light that shines up my life n the love to my heart..i've never failed to be happy when i saw ur beautiful smile..its a great feelng to make u laugh n see u happy..i really love u syg..i seal this msg with a kiss full of love cn..muuacks!.. "
" i really miss u syg..that sweet smile of urs that i adore most..those loving words to u said to me..the care that u gave me..the gofts u bought for mie..the time u sacrificed for mie..the support u give mie..and much more things u did for mie..makes mie love u even more and more..even though u make me mad sumtimes or i'm feeling moody or ill or wateva reason dat makes mie feel hurt, unwell or anything ,uve never failed to cheer me up with ur words..n all..being with u makes mie happy all of a sudden n being able to make u happy is a big achievement in my life..the love i give u comes 1oo% from my heart..not from my eyes or anything..looks doesnt matter to me but i'm very lucky to have someone that is loving and caring towards me and all and very2 beautiful..there's never been a single regret since the day i met u..from the day i knew u till the day i love u n till now..theres still not a single regret..i really2 love u syg..and i'll keep and remember those promises i made to u :-) "
AFTER :
" its hard for mie to say this but i think it's a bad tyme for us to have a relationship..u noe ur olevels is just round the corner and my mye and urs coming soon also..if u noticed, which i think u did, i have not been msging u, calling u, and talking to u like before..i noe u hate to be treated like this..call mie anything u want cos i noe i deserve it..i'm a jerk..a loser..a guy hu doesnt noe how to take care of a girl's heart..call mie anything u want cos i deserve it..i know that i promise tolove u with all my heart but i just cnt..i dno y but i dun have that feeling i used to have towards u..but i will still stick to one promise..that i'll take care of u..any trouble tell mie n i'll try my best to help..i'm really sorry if i broke ur heart..i'm sorry for disappointing u..i'm truly3 sorry but i have to let u go to prevent u from getting hurt from the way i treat u..but like wad u said ryte,uve got nth to lose..theres a lot of guys out therewho is better than me..i'm not dumping u or anything like dat but ijust wan the best for u and also for mie..and i noe i'm not as cheerful as before.. we just be frens ok..n i'll keep those memories we had in a safe place in my heart..n thx for ur love,care, n alot more things u did to mie..good luck with ur life ok..take care..and i'm sorry once again n i really hope this wont affect ur studies..goodbye.. "
hey guys . i hope u had read all this stuff from satria to mie . before our relationship begins and till the end . i dunnoe wad to think . i told him that he only had a crush on mie and dat it wasnt love at all . i admit i do love him but this relationship was one sided . if u truly loved mie , u wouldnt let go of mie . u said it urself dat u cnt love mie anymore . u see the difference ? i dunnoe where u got all the sweet msges but my sis said dat u had copied it from sumwhere . i dno .
i had trusted u so much . but now i regret it . u said u were gonna change because of mie so is this it ? my mom and sis didnt agree dat i chose u but i told them i trusted u and believed dat u could change ur attitude . but oooh boy i now noe u cnt . all the promises u broke are unforgivable . 1. u promised to take mie out 1day and spend the whole day with mie . -as if its gonna happen! 2. u promised dat u'll stay long with mie . -puhhh-lease! 3. u promised dat u'll be dere if i'm feeling down . -u noe wad? ure the cause of it !
when i received that msg my heart felt heavy . i laid on my bed thinking wad was going on . silent tears fell down and i didnt even realise it . to tell u the truth , for the past 5 days when i didnt talk to u (before our 1 month) i had nightmares about u . i couldnt sleep . but now after u let mie go , i could finally sleep in peace . ure the monster i've been trying to avoid all this while . ure the cause of my nightmares . i'll nvr see u in my drems ever again nor will ever think about u . u didnt break my heart . u just cracked it a little . i have to stay as strong as i could , for my frens , my studies and my future . u noe wad else ? u cnt keep those memories we had in a safe place in ur heart cos wake up ! we nvr had any memories ! all we do is talk . dats all . u apologised . for wad shiit ?? u asked mie if we could still be frens i said NO . cos the hurt u caused mie could never be healed . u betrayed mie and i hate u . from this day on , i dno u , u dno mie . goodbye stranger .
sry guys dat i wrote this damn long post to hym . thx for reading anw =) // all i noe is that i'm so stupid to accept u .
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*SENTIMENTALSYAF*
